For years I was so hopped up on (prescription) pills I was pretty much on auto pilot. I felt dead. I used to beg my doctor to fix me, make me feel SOMETHING. I was cutting alot just so I would feel ANYTHING. Now? MAKE IT STOP.
I cry at everything. EVERYTHING. Im irritable. Im impatient. I feel, alright. TOO MUCH.
Isn’t there some kinda middle? Where I can watch a commercial and not cry? That would be awesome.